Saturday, November 3, 2007

Putting On Bullnose Corner Bead

-hihi

well, I have a mind to write like a little something. must all push here so times, so that "the stone roll into the bone," so that my blog is growing quickly. do not worry, it will also come, days when I can not even begin to be on, due to work-in hotel! but I've a few days off hehe. So again nothing to eat now, but before I again angry and hasty self pat on the back, I would rather leave it to tomorrow ...
So this morning was weight to 47.5 kg / body fat: 13.8% --- Well, was already better off, but on the right ........
oh, the best I here this week a sort of profile - to get to know - pure, then you know my data. in case anyone is interested ...
good night, early shift --- * puke *

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f *** those wANArexics

have
young boy, I can 'really stuuundenlang about the countless fake-ana's upset in the web! I mean: ana / mia, which are diseases, and not a fad, or something worthwhile kids love! something you can not persuade themselves, or buy, or the training phase,,-but that will never understand her, her wANArexics!
if I weblogs with comments like, "I'm 'skinny-so-and-so', so really I in hot susi, 16 years old and I'm eating disorder for four months, - and for three months I am pro ..."
because I think one can only be bad! these girls still have zero idea what is ana at all. to see the cult as a whole, a lifestyle on and that's not right! just because the last time more often in the various reports were tv think now all the girls who have already gonna be a diet made, they were suddenly eating disorder ...* grumble grumble *-
abnervend total, the whole shit!
forgiveness, - actually I do not talk like this ...
I go `rumstöbern bissken better yet, how can I make everything Nocht cozy;)

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mia's soul ...

it follows a text, which I very nice - especially so aptly (! !), think - what is not written by me ... so:

MiA's soul ...

Now I say what I have done everything TODAY:
I spooned 350g nougat cream, at a time.
I ate a whole loaf.
weeks I have been drinking two bottles of juice without sugar only.
I have not eaten for days.
I was hungry for weeks.
I have eaten for weeks.
I have bags full of food hauled home
I've already eaten most unterwex.
I have five cups of milk rice and sugar eaten purely done. I have my
Parents, the food eaten.
I have everything bought later identical.
I've eaten and
but once again I've bought later again.
I have puked blood.
I puked five times a day.
I have again broken a glass of tea.
I cooked with turmeric and puked neon green.
I have calluses and blisters on the hand from the sick.
I lay crying in front of the toilet.
I have lain there for long.
I started in the middle of puking crying.
I puked on vacation.
I puked while my roommate was in bed next door. I puked and puked
and sometimes it does not work.
I have canceled appointments to throw up to.
I'm on the phone and throat while speaking at the other end understood
: she vomits also.
I've learned, I know the good techniques.
I had vomit on my sock.
I then always carefully cleaned the toilet and the bathroom.
I have smiled after puking in the mirror.
I learned as a child to vomit.
I've forgotten how to be a child.
I have taken much too much laxative.
I have taken more and more.
I have pain and cramping.
I've crapped my soul from the body.
I'm terrified to take the tablets can not.
I detailed plans.
I have hundreds of enemies.
I'm afraid of food.
I lost.
I have no control, no measure.
I'm afraid to be bold.
I threw away food that I've just bought.
the food I have eaten from the garbage can.
I wondered to myself.
I'm afraid of me.
I lied, because my plans have priority.
I have been eating all power over my life.
I'm sick to eat. Sic!
I have such a guilty conscience.
I ate frozen rolls.
I've eaten things that I did not taste. I've been sick
gifts.
I can not breathe, as did the pain.
I have a drawer full of empty cans laxatives.
I have thrown my money away.
I have a sore throat.
I geröchelt.
I have the marks of my teeth on the hands.
I have looked at the hands of other women in the hope
... I was crying while eating.
I have this abyss.
I have done today other than usual: My take
already 7 years.
And while I think of how it will be tomorrow, because

tomorrow
is

everything else.
This sweet dream
poisoned me today.
with this sweet dream I am now dead.
I've done everything wrong