it follows a text, which I very nice - especially so aptly (! !), think - what is not written by me ... so:
MiA's soul ...
Now I say what I have done everything TODAY:
I spooned 350g nougat cream, at a time.
I ate a whole loaf.
weeks I have been drinking two bottles of juice without sugar only.
I have not eaten for days.
I was hungry for weeks.
I have eaten for weeks.
I have bags full of food hauled home
I've already eaten most unterwex.
I have five cups of milk rice and sugar eaten purely done. I have my
Parents, the food eaten.
I have everything bought later identical.
I've eaten and
but once again I've bought later again.
I have puked blood.
I puked five times a day.
I have again broken a glass of tea.
I cooked with turmeric and puked neon green.
I have calluses and blisters on the hand from the sick.
I lay crying in front of the toilet.
I have lain there for long.
I started in the middle of puking crying.
I puked on vacation.
I puked while my roommate was in bed next door. I puked and puked
and sometimes it does not work.
I have canceled appointments to throw up to.
I'm on the phone and throat while speaking at the other end understood
: she vomits also.
I've learned, I know the good techniques.
I had vomit on my sock.
I then always carefully cleaned the toilet and the bathroom.
I have smiled after puking in the mirror.
I learned as a child to vomit.
I've forgotten how to be a child.
I have taken much too much laxative.
I have taken more and more.
I have pain and cramping.
I've crapped my soul from the body.
I'm terrified to take the tablets can not.
I detailed plans.
I have hundreds of enemies.
I'm afraid of food.
I lost.
I have no control, no measure.
I'm afraid to be bold.
I threw away food that I've just bought.
the food I have eaten from the garbage can.
I wondered to myself.
I'm afraid of me.
I lied, because my plans have priority.
I have been eating all power over my life.
I'm sick to eat. Sic!
I have such a guilty conscience.
I ate frozen rolls.
I've eaten things that I did not taste. I've been sick
gifts.
I can not breathe, as did the pain.
I have a drawer full of empty cans laxatives.
I have thrown my money away.
I have a sore throat.
I geröchelt.
I have the marks of my teeth on the hands.
I have looked at the hands of other women in the hope
... I was crying while eating.
I have this abyss.
I have done today other than usual: My take
already 7 years.
And while I think of how it will be tomorrow, because
tomorrow
is
everything else.
This sweet dream
poisoned me today.
with this sweet dream I am now dead.
I've done everything wrong
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